im black

Fri, 01 Jan 2010 06:10:02 GMT

ok so i tried to recap this year but it was way too much shit.

2009 less than 2 hours left of you and i couldnt be happier!!!!!

2010 better be super amazing!!!!!!

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 06:19:36 GMT

oh yeah and my bday is 2 months from today!

get me drunk.

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 06:16:37 GMT

i honestly think all my friends should join the comm. "groupiesunite" cause i know all of you would get as many lolz as i do.

heres an entry....

i just watched banger sisters (with goldie hawn and susan sarandon)

i hope you all realize that that will be us someday.
srsly, i have a photoalbum of dicks belonging boys ive fucked on my phone.

i, of course, will be goldie hawn.

also, i almost got choked up at the part where they crash out on the lawn and look at the stars and talk about going to see jim's grave.

join and lol with me.

Sun, 29 Nov 2009 02:44:08 GMT

falling down stairs is hot....right?

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 07:51:26 GMT

my old lj entries are so sad.
i hope they are never like that again.

im disgusting....i know.

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 21:53:49 GMT

being a girl is stupid!
and so is bleeding out of your vag.

just sayin.

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 07:44:18 GMT

I need to figure this out
And find where my place is
I don't mean to threaten anyone
No need to get so defensive
You say you're with me
I know you don't care
You say you're with me
I know you don't care
I guess it's real simple
It's just like when gary numan said
You're just a viewer cold and distant
You are just business you're worthless
Sweetness
I need some tenderness
Sweetness
I need some tenderness
You know it's just like judas said
I've been your right-hand-man all along
My admiration for you hasn't died
I haven't forgotten how put down we are
Come away with me
Come away with me
Sweetness
Come away with me
We can hide in peace
And we can finally rest
This melody's wrong and I do care
This melody's wrong yes I care

Tue, 14 Jul 2009 15:57:34 GMT

BAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAAHAH
non stop lolz

Thu, 02 Jul 2009 07:46:19 GMT

Got the car and phone thing done and over with.
Now I need to deal with real life shit........like getting my license and a job and finding a nice boy.

Mon, 08 Jun 2009 17:12:33 GMT

last night was the second night in a row that i couldnt sleep.
saturday night i stayed up til 530 in the morning watching troma movies cause i couldnt sleep.
last night i drove around til about 4 in the morning and didnt sleep till almost 6 in the morning and i woke up at 830 this morning.

whats wrong with me!??!!?!?!?!?!?!

oh yeah ps....

i need a job, i have seen every episode of americas next top model ever!
its getting ridiculous....and let me tell you!!!! renee from cycle 8 is a fucking dick!!!!!!
i need to get my roots done.
and i need to get tattooed.

oh yeah pss.....

and psss......
make up your fucking mind and quit being weird about things.
honestly, its driving me crazy.

Fri, 15 May 2009 04:47:06 GMT

it seems so fitting...

Thu, 14 May 2009 20:57:57 GMT

fuck it...

Do you think it is disgusting for girls to drink alcohol and get drunk?
yeah totally.

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name starts with J, M, or D?
maybe.

What's on your bed right now?
stuff.

What are you upset/mad about?
not being able to drive my car.

Is your heart broken right now?
no.

Are you happy right now?
pretty much.

What's on your wrist right now?
"time bomb" and "dear lover" hahahaah so lame.

What are your plans for tomorrow?
i dunno.

What does your hair look like right now?
purple.

Your phone rings, what do you say?
depends on who it is.

Is there someone you will never forget?
sure.

Ever receive a really long apology?
no, not a really long one....

If you were in the hospital would your number one come see you?
maybe....he hates stufff like that.

Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
yeah.

Do you use the word hello daily?
i think so.

What was the last thing you said aloud?
ewww.

Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
no.

Do you ever wonder who you're going to marry?
i thought i knew who i was going to marry.

Have you ever wanted to never give up on someone?
stilll do it.

Have you ever cleaned up someone else's vomit?
an animals.

Do you honestly hate anyone?
just one person.

Could you be with someone who has kids?
is this a trick question?

Do you prefer morning or night?
night.

Have you ever kissed someone with braces?
the fake invisible braces.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
i dunno...clayton kept texting me.

Are you waiting on anything?
just to get my license.

Would you ever tattoo your significant others name on yourself?
i already have his face. hahahahaaah trick jkjkjkjkjk.

Will you have kids?
nah....prolly not.

Where is your sister?
i dunno cleaning?

When was the last time you flew in an airplane?
a million years ago.

Are you going to be in a relationship in the next month?
i dunno.

Where do you want to be right now?
i dunno.

Where is the person you like right now?
i dunno prolly the garage.

Does your crush like you back?
hopefully.

What song puts you too sleep?
a few.

Favorite store?
target.

Are you dating the last person that you kissed on the lips?
maybe.....maybe not.

What is on your wrists right now?
time bomb and dear lover.

Have you ever been awake for more then 2 nights straight?
i dunnno....maybe.

What's bothering you the most right now?
nothing at all.

Is there someone you will never forgive?
just one person.....they know who they are too.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
prolly.

What is the last thing that you put into your mouth?
i dunno....coffee?

Do you think that you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
maybe.

Do you smile often?
alot as of late.

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
i have no idea.

How many children do you want?
none.

Are you happy with the way that things are going right now?
im pretty stoked on things right now.

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
no.

Have you ever kissed anyone and never saw them again?
i dunno.....maybe.

Are you someone who worries too often?
i guess.

What's the last thing that you laughed really hard over?
i dont remember but it was hilarious.

Do you have a bad temper?
sometimes.

In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
jackets with hoods.

What kind of shirt are you wearing?
a rose for ona.

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
always.

Do you like someone?
yes i do.

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
yes i do.

What are you listening to?
tyra.

Where do you keep your money?
scattered all over my purse.

Where did your last hug take place?
outside of my house.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
i dunno....both i guess.

Can you lick your elbow?
no.

What were you doing at 10 p.m. last night?
sitting at home.

Have you ever wanted something you couldn't have?
probably.

Do you have siblings?
yesss.

Do people ever make stupid mistakes when spelling or saying your name?
when im spelling my name. hahaha.

Do you sleep with the light on or off?
off.

Can you recall the last time that you really liked someone a lot?
meh.

Are you the shortest of all your friends?
yes.

Your number 1 walks out of your life, do you go after them?
duh!!!!! its my brother.

Something you really want right now?
my license and a job.

What were you doing an hour ago?
i dunno.

What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
nothing yet.

How many pictures do you have saved on your computer?
a milllion and 7.

Has anyone told you that they like you more than a friend recently?
i dunno.

Who is the first B in your contact?
billie.

Marriage in your future?
maybe.

Ever turned a guy/girl down you shouldn't have?
i dunno.

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
yup!!!! till last august.

Do you love the last person you called?
rachel? yes i love her.

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
i dunno...usually boys.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a L?
i dunno.

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
i dunno.

What was the last pill that you took?
allergy shit.

Who last called you babe or baby?
clayton.

When is the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
i dunno.

What's the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?
i dunno.

Are you lazy?
sometimes.

Are you stubborn?
sometimes.

Which are better black or green olives?
both.

Do you miss anyone?
no.

Last person to hold your hand?
caca.

Think of your last two kisses, were they with the same person?
yes.

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
yes....all the time.

Are you someone's best friend?
i think so.

Listening to music?
no.

What did you do last night?
nothing.

Have you been outside today?
for a second.

How far away is the last person you kissed?
prolly in ag.

Last reason you cried?
none ya.

Has anyone ever said they wanted to marry you?
yeah.

Would you rather live in Alaska or Texas?
i guess texas.

What woke you up this morning?
none ya.

What was the best thing that happened to you last year?
i dunno.

Who did you last hug?
my friend.

Who are your last six texts from?
clayton.

Could you go for a chicken sandwich & some waffle fries?
for free?

What was the first cigarette you ever smoked?
probably marlboro reds.

Do you eat breakfast daily?
no.

What time will you be getting up tomorrow morning?
i dunno....

Have you ever slept on the floor with the person you like/liked?
yes.

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
yes.

Who was the last contact you stored into your cell phone?
this kid zack....but i dont know which zack it is.

What was the last song you sang along to?
i dunno.

When was the last time you saw your biological father?
when i was like 13.

Is this the best year of your life?
i dunno yet.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yes.

Can you keep a secret?
yes.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
sometimes.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
i dunno.

What was the last thing you spent your money on?
gas.

Last non- alcoholic beverage consumed?
coffee.

Has anyone upset you in the last week?
not really.

Are you sarcastic?
duh.

Was last night a good one?
sure.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
nothing.

When will your next kiss be?
i dunno.

In the next 4 months, what are you looking forward to most?
getting my license and a job.

When was the last time you gave someone the finger?
i wag my finger at everyone on the road.

How about the peace sign?
when i dropped my sister off the other day.

What time did you go to sleep last night? Why?
i duno.

Ever wore the opposite sex's underwear?
when i was like 12 i wore comic boook character underpants to school.

How did you feel when you woke up today?
i dunno....indifferent?

Does the last person you texted make you smile?
duh!!!! all day everyday.

Where are you going tonight?
i dunno.....maybe kadan?

What are you wearing?
clothes i fell asleep in.

Have you ever slept with the opposite sex but not actually had sex?
yeah.

How many people have you had strong feelings for this year?
i like someone right now.

Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you badly?
one of my dearest friends.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
they better.

How long have you liked the current person you like?
i dunno.

Honestly, do you really love the last person you said I love you too?
yes i do.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
i dunno....yesterday.

Are you missing someone?
meh.

Are there any saved birthday cards in your bedroom?
im pretty sure there are.

If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
i dunno.

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
no.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
i dunno....

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
sure.

Do you blow dry your hair?
always.

How was your Friday?
i dont remember my friday.

What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
sleeping.

What movie is in your dvd player?
i dunno....pineapple express.

Is anything wrong with your eyes?
they are stupid.

When was the last time you cried?
none ya.

Do you know anybody with the same middle name as you?
a few people.

Where is your phone?
next to me.

Are you happy right now?
im very happy.

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
no.

How many pillows do you sleep with?
2.

Do you feel comfortable getting up and giving speeches?
nope hahahaah.

Ever had an argument with anyone on your top friends?
yes.

The person you fell hardest for died today, how would you feel?
i dont know what id do.

Who are you with right now?
myself.....

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 12:21:57 GMT

you have stolen my heart.

Wed, 15 Apr 2009 05:06:28 GMT

What does your last incoming text say?
Congrats.

Are you wearing something you borrowed from someone?
no...i dont think so.

What is the last thing someone bought you?
i dunno....rice?

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
clayton.

Have you made a mistake this past week?
no.

When was the last time you really laughed?
everyday of my life.

What were you doing at 4am this morning?
being awake texting a cute boy.

Do you trust the last girl you were talking to?
sometimes....

Whats something that can always make you feel better?
booze. music. cigarettes.

Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
sure.

Are you a stressed out person?
sometimes.

If you could go back 6 months and change something would you?
go to school more.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i dunno....maybe.

Who is the last person you high-fived?
sandy and sara i think.

Do you have any bruises?
always.

Why did you last cry?
no homo.

Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
maybe....i was a makeout slut for a second....but i was like 12 so its ok.

Was yesterday better than today?
i dunno... its only 10.

Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
i can never sleep.

Where did you go in a car last?
home from school.

Would you go out in public looking like you do now?
sure.... why not?

Do you remember your dreams?
most of the time.

Where did your last hug take place?
school.

Where was your default photo taken?
on my brothers friends couch.

How old will you turn in 2010?
22.

Is it okay if you kiss people when you are single?
duh!!! unless they arnt single.

Are you dating the last person you kissed?
no.

Are your parents over the age of 40?
yeah.

Are you easily amused?
duh.

Do you miss your past?
no....im having fun right now.

Are there any people who don't like you?
probably....i really dont care.

Do you wear eyeliner?
most of the time.

Were you single on your last birthday?
kinda sorta.

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
everyone.

Has anyone ever seen you kiss the last guy/girl you kissed?
maybe. hahaha.

Have you ever been cheated on?
kinda.

Will you be dating in six months?
maybe....who knows. i could die.

Who is the last person to send you a message on myspace?
my school boyfriend jon sent me a comment.

What will you be doing tomorrow?
nothing....cause i graduated and i dont have to do anything!!!!!

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 20:16:38 GMT

What's your favorite color gummy bear?
i dont eat them.

What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?
unicorn horns.

Have you ever made up/sang a song for someone you cared about?
ummmm...... i sing this song to everyone....
i love (insert name) yes i do.
i love (insert name) how about you?

Do you know how to dance?
if by dancing you mean hopping up and down and side to side and wagging fingers and feet shuffling and doing the michelle tanner and throwing up fists and air guitar and butt shakin.... then yeah im a dancing machine!!!!!!!

Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other?
everywhere.

What is your favorite thing that is green?
a crayon.

What did your last text message say?
i dunno... i dont know where my phone is.
i think its from my brother saying "i wish! hahaha."

Boxers, briefs or boxer briefs?
i dont know.

What is your middle name?
marie.

What is the way to your heart?
ummm....buy me booze and cigarettes and listen to shitty music with me and dance party?

What do you smell like?
at the moment....coffee and cigarettes.
usually.... cigarettes and hair and laundry.

What's in your pocket?
i dont have pockets right now.

Anything in your mouth?
my teefs and my tounge.

Ever hurt yourself playing Wii?
no.

Do you have freckles?
on my back.

How many languages can you say "Hello" in?
6.

What's the last movie you saw in the theater?
notorious?

Ever jumped/fallen/been pushed in a pool with your clothes on?
yeah. and i landed on davids face and i wasnt happy hahah.

Are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday?
no.

Name a song that you know all the words to:
holy diver.

What's the last thing you watched on TV?
sister sister.

What's the last video game you played?

i dunno.

Who is your daddy and what does he do?
i love kindergarten cop...its one of my favorite movies ever.

Can you do the alphabet in sign language?
no...my mom tried to teach me not too long ago but it was not working.

Do you have an uncle named Joe?
nope.... only uncle john and uncle lemmy.

Do you wear glasses?
sometimes...when i feel like i need to read.

What can you hear right now?
chubby yelping outside...she pooped in the house so she needs to stay outside.

Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday?
i felt like poop then i went to dans and was a lil happier and then i got a phone call and i was happy.

Ever been overseas?
no.

What are your plans for tomorrow?
school.

How long have you had MySpace?
umm....around 5 years.

What was your favorite childhood show?
welcome back kotter.

Are you close to your siblings?
me and my brother are.
and me and my sister kinda are.

What was your first job?
porn shop.

Do you bite your nails?
only if one breaks and i have no nail file.

Do you like your feet?
i hate all feet.

Do you sleep well at night?
sometimes.....not really.

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 21:28:53 GMT

after tonite i only have 15 school days left!!!!!!!!

two years later and im almost done!

i just need to re file for state board and make phillip edwards give me a job!

yay

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 19:23:33 GMT

im such a homo i love the movie twilight.

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 21:02:14 GMT

my heart is broken.....i think i need to return it and tell them to give me a new one.

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 21:58:27 GMT

all i want in life is my very own ferret.
my life would be complete.
they are the cutest things ever.
and they like shiney things.

i want one so bad.
help me get one.
i have no idea where to start.

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 19:54:34 GMT

halloween 2009.....

get ready to party hard sluts!!!!

oh and ps.... im still dead.

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 19:40:57 GMT

so im lame and my current obsessions are....

and as of last nite.....

and....

if you dont have heart burns by tom gabel or avalon by anthony green... you need to get them or download them like i did.

oh yeah PS....
IF ANYONE ASKS.....JUST TELL THEM I DIED.
FOR REAL.

Fri, 26 Sep 2008 08:57:07 GMT

Are you an amateur, or is it you're unkind?
To torture all the other girls, you keep me by your side.

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 08:32:31 GMT

lie to me.
lie to me.
make like you love me.
like to me.
come on...it's easy.

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 20:07:47 GMT

this past months obsessions...

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 08:12:06 GMT

So you're headed down those tracks
And you're never coming back again
You got a lot of stuff to pack
Yeah, that load might break your back someday
Cause you've got a lot of secrets
That's a fact
So come on back
Alright

You better believe what you're seeing now
You better believe what you're seeing
Yeah what you're seeing, babe

You gotta expect me to wonder who
You gotta expect me to wonder who
Is loving you

Now you're headed down those tracks
All I can see is your back again
You left a lot of stuff behind
Most of it is in my mind this time
And I miss you like I miss you
And that's a fact
So come on back